Friday, February 19, 2010

social issues...

Ever felt that your just not accepted in a certain place or with a certain group of people?
Ever felt that no matter what you do to fit in, it just doesn't work, it just doesn't feel right?
You do you best to fit in. You do you best to be 'one of them'. But it's never right.
They're great people, don't get me wrong, but it's just like I'm not quite the same...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

GRRRR....

Sometimes there are times when you just get so fricken frustrated that
you can't take it.
Example: a friend thinks that you've done something in particular with
someone, and they judge you for it. From their view all the evidence
is stacked against you, and no matter what you say to them, no matter
how much you try to plead your case, the truth, they just won't budge
from there view. And when things like this happen, all I can think is
either "if only you knew the truth" or "are you so stupid and arrogant
that you don't believe me?"
This, I feel, drives the two people apart. And causes you to wonder
whether they were really any good of a friend in the first place.
But in the end, these events end up in the past and forgotten, so why
should I be contemplating it now.
Anyway blog/psychologist, time for music, hw and venting.

Ciao.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Duffel

Funny The Way It Is...

Lying in the park,
on a beautiful day,
sunshine in the grass,
and the children play,
sierns passing,
fire engine red,
someone's house is burning down,
on a day like this.

Evening comes,
and we're hanging out,
on the front step,
and a car goes by,
with the windows rolled down,
that war song is playing,
"Why Can't we be Friends"
someone is screaming and crying,
in the apartment upstairs.

Funny the way it is,
if you think about it,
somebody's going hungy,
someone else is eating out,
funny the way it is,
not right or wrong,
somebody's heard is broken,
it becomes your favourite song.

The way your mouth feels,
in your lovers kiss,
like a pretty bird on a breeze,
or water to a fish,
bomb blast brings the building,
hear the laughter,
while the children play war.

Funny the way it is,
if you think about it,
one kid walks ten miles to school
another's droppin' out,
funny the way it is,
not right or wrong,
a soldier's last breath,
his baby's being born.

Standing on a bridge,
watch the water pass underneath,
it must have been much harder,
when there was no bridge just water,
now the world is still small,
compared to how it used to be,
with mountains and oceans and,
winters and rivers and stars.

Cross the sky a jet plane,
so far out of my reach,
is there someone up there,
looking down on me?
Boy chase the bird,
so close but every time,
he never catch her,
but he can't stop trying.

Funny the way it is,
if you think about it,
one kid walks ten miles to school
another's droppin' out,
funny the way it is,
not right or wrong,
a soldier's last breath,
his baby's being born.
Funny the way it is,
if you think about it,
one kid walks ten miles to school
another's droppin' out.

Standing on a bridge,
watch the water pass underneath,
it must have been much harder,
when there was no bridge just water,
now the world is still small,
compared to how it used to be,
with mountains and oceans and,
winters and rivers and stars.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Live life like a deck of cards, the hand you get dealt represents determinism, what you do with it though is free will.

SMILE!

D.
Live life like a deck of cards, the hand you get dealt represents determinism, what you do with it though is free will.

SMILE!

D.

shuff it up...

Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer even if it doesn't make sense.
4. Give your comment on the answer, how they actually relate.
5. Tag 5 humans.


How are you feeling today? Empty Space - Lifehouse (yeap)

Will you get far in life? Up From Down Under - Tommy Emmanuel

What is your best friends theme song? Distant Sun - Brooke Fraser (wrong)

What's your highschool like? Moonlight Becomes You - Chet Baker

How can you get ahead in life? A Day Late - Anberlin

What's the best thing about your best friends? Time to Pretend - MGMT

Describe your parents. The Rest Is Up To You - Relient K

How's your life going? As Your Voice Fades - Emery

First song played on my birthday. A Rush of Blood to the Head - Coldplay (wrong?)

Will you have a happy life? Enchantment - Corinne Bailey Rae

What do your friends think of you? Two Shoes - Cat Empire (I thought as much -.-)

Do people secretly lust after you? Let it Ring - Idea of North

How can you make yourself happy? Lady Madonna - The Beatles (she makes me happy)

What should you do with your life? Jack the Bear - Duke Ellington

Will you ever have child? In My Pocket - Cat Empire (that could get awkward)

What song will you dance like a freak to? The Rescue - Search the City (doubt it)

What does your mum think of you? World Away - Emery ( :( )

What is your deep dark secret? High & Dry - Jamie Cullum

What's your mortal enemy theme song? I'm Yours - Jason Mraz (ahhh no, don't have mortal enemies anyway)

What is your personality like? Class A - Pete Murray (yeah that's it ;) )

Thought. Word. Deed...and maybe some dreaming on the side.

A person's life is almost entirely made up of thoughts, words and deeds. All the time we are doing something! Whether it be thoughts, words or deeds, it's always something. A person is entirely consumed by these things, and even though you may be laying in your bed simply listening to your breathing, or even if you're sleeping, you have to be thinking about something, otherwise you'd die. We are always active and switched on. Just wish that sometimes there was an off or standby switch.

I recently watched a television show about dreams. And a person said, "when someone shares a dream with you, they're saying "this is something about me that cannot be faked, it's who I am"" or at least it was something along those lines. And it got me thinking, and I realised they are right. There is no way a person make their own actual dream (unless of course they were being untruthful, which is just silly). It just happens from deep in their brain or somewhere or rather . So when you have a dream, or someone shares one with you, take it as real, and a real part of you [them].
Love, blessings, peace,
D.

Friday, December 4, 2009


once there was a leaf.

it used to be a bud, now it is a leaf.

it used to be green, now it is brown.

it used to breathe, now it does not.

it used to be supple , now it is dry.

it used to be on a tree, but it fell to the ground.


Love, blessings, peace,


D.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

hands of love...hands of peace...

Ever felt the touch of someone's hand, and as soon as you felt their soft and supple skin, you juts knew you were holding the hand of someone full of love.

Ever received such a strong embrace from someone, that you know that you're being held there because that person is so full of love, not a compelled feeling that they must hug you.

I experienced this the other day, and I just felt like exploding with sunshine.
See if you can find this same feeling tomorrow.

Love, blessings, peace,

D.