Live life like a deck of cards, the hand you get dealt represents determinism, what you do with it though is free will.

SMILE!

D.

Live life like a deck of cards, the hand you get dealt represents determinism, what you do with it though is free will.

SMILE!

D.

shuff it up...

Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer even if it doesn't make sense.
4. Give your comment on the answer, how they actually relate.
5. Tag 5 humans.


How are you feeling today? Empty Space - Lifehouse (yeap)

Will you get far in life? Up From Down Under - Tommy Emmanuel

What is your best friends theme song? Distant Sun - Brooke Fraser (wrong)

What's your highschool like? Moonlight Becomes You - Chet Baker

How can you get ahead in life? A Day Late - Anberlin

What's the best thing about your best friends? Time to Pretend - MGMT

Describe your parents. The Rest Is Up To You - Relient K

How's your life going? As Your Voice Fades - Emery

First song played on my birthday. A Rush of Blood to the Head - Coldplay (wrong?)

Will you have a happy life? Enchantment - Corinne Bailey Rae

What do your friends think of you? Two Shoes - Cat Empire (I thought as much -.-)

Do people secretly lust after you? Let it Ring - Idea of North

How can you make yourself happy? Lady Madonna - The Beatles (she makes me happy)

What should you do with your life? Jack the Bear - Duke Ellington

Will you ever have child? In My Pocket - Cat Empire (that could get awkward)

What song will you dance like a freak to? The Rescue - Search the City (doubt it)

What does your mum think of you? World Away - Emery ( :( )

What is your deep dark secret? High & Dry - Jamie Cullum

What's your mortal enemy theme song? I'm Yours - Jason Mraz (ahhh no, don't have mortal enemies anyway)

What is your personality like? Class A - Pete Murray (yeah that's it ;) )

Thought. Word. Deed...and maybe some dreaming on the side.

A person's life is almost entirely made up of thoughts, words and deeds. All the time we are doing something! Whether it be thoughts, words or deeds, it's always something. A person is entirely consumed by these things, and even though you may be laying in your bed simply listening to your breathing, or even if you're sleeping, you have to be thinking about something, otherwise you'd die. We are always active and switched on. Just wish that sometimes there was an off or standby switch.

I recently watched a television show about dreams. And a person said, "when someone shares a dream with you, they're saying "this is something about me that cannot be faked, it's who I am"" or at least it was something along those lines. And it got me thinking, and I realised they are right. There is no way a person make their own actual dream (unless of course they were being untruthful, which is just silly). It just happens from deep in their brain or somewhere or rather . So when you have a dream, or someone shares one with you, take it as real, and a real part of you [them].

Love, blessings, peace,

D.

once there was a leaf.

it used to be a bud, now it is a leaf.

it used to be green, now it is brown.

it used to breathe, now it does not.

it used to be supple , now it is dry.

it used to be on a tree, but it fell to the ground.

Love, blessings, peace,

D.

hands of love...hands of peace...

Ever felt the touch of someone's hand, and as soon as you felt their soft and supple skin, you juts knew you were holding the hand of someone full of love.

Ever received such a strong embrace from someone, that you know that you're being held there because that person is so full of love, not a compelled feeling that they must hug you.

I experienced this the other day, and I just felt like exploding with sunshine.
See if you can find this same feeling tomorrow.

Love, blessings, peace,

D.

some might say...

Some might say that your life is simply an illusion and dream,
some might say that we're in a never ending cycle of pointless 'reincarnation',
some might even say the we're mere puppets in this world, being controlled by some 'higher force',
others may say the life's just too short to be taken seriously.

But me, well I say that I'm here for a purpose, a plan that has been set out before I was even physically thought of. All I can do is hope that this plan is good, and that this plan is in my family and my best interest, because that'd be nice wouldn't it.

But I find the annoying thing is that I can never know what this plan is, until I'm lying on my deathbed, contemplating and reviewing my life.
But who says I'll have time to lye on a deathbed and contemplate my life. Perhaps in my plan I'll die a sudden and tragic death at the hands of a knife-wielding assailant, or maybe I'll simply die in my sleep one night, my last breath being a peaceful one. But if this happened, there is no time at all to look at your life, and ask yourself whether you've done well. One does not expect to die at all, and hardly ever is one prepared to die.

So are you prepared??? Can you look at where you are now, and what you have done and achieved, and say, "Yes! I have done good! I have fulfilled my purpose! I am content."

I know many a person who would not be content if they were to die tonight. They would go to their sleep with sin and sorrow and emptiness in their heart.

So just take a moment, think about your situation and where you're at, and just ask yourself, "am I ready." Because you never, never know what's gonna happen next.

D.

in the clear...

Here I am, sitting in my accomodation in Wanaka, NZ. Life's looking pretty good from this point of view. Been shredding the slopes on the board, going to the hot springs and relaxing, watching crappy DVD's when it's raining and just loving life with mates and no school. But I know there's 'somebody' out there that is incredibly disappointed in me. I don't even know how I know, but deep down, there's no denying it. Weird feeling, but... I dunno. I feel I'm flailing and failing, but can't break my fall.

New Zealand is absolutely amazingly stunning! Sun isn't always shining, but when it is, it's amazing. The lakes turn a crisp, almost tropical blue, the mountains in the distance boast their fresh powder from the night before, and people smile. People over here are so nice! just walking down the street, you can tell people are different. Go into any store, and you're almost guaranteed you'll be greeted with a smile and a "Hey mate." I love people like that. Different country that's for sure.


Well I'm outta here for tonight, and I promise I'll post some pictures of this amazing place soon. Once I get the photos printed and scanned. Yes that's right, I have a film camera (they still exist yes). It's an Canon SLR, it's old-school and the best camera you've ever come across.

Cya guys,

Peace.

D.

a life

I neeeeed a life!

I'm desperately in need of one.

All I do is eat, sleep, work, learn, burp, type and blink. That's it. I just feel so damn empty! I know it's pretty much my fault, but ever since things fell apart it's always been like that. I wanna get out there, but time doesn't allow, and neither do the parentals. I wanna have friends, I wanna be invited to parties, I wanna live like the rest of them, I wanna be at least something...if not someone. And now I'm just angry.

I wanna be half good at something...anything. But no, maybe that's not for me.

Blahhh! Whatever.

D.

what to what to...

Alright to be honest I have no idea what to post at the moment.

I haven't posted for so so soooo long. Last post was just those pictures. Which I hope you all liked.

So work experience is coming up in August and I have to find a place to do it at by the end of this week.

Terzini Motore is out now because Sandro (such an awesome name) is overseas for a couple weeks.
I can't do it at Maton guitars because they can't be stuffed.
Aston Marton place might be a goer, but need to call them again tomorrow.
Was thinking also maybe at an Architecture place somewhere.
Even Hamer Hall or something along those lines.


Well I'm gonna go now, but I promise I'll post soon with something half alright.

Ciao,
D.